Saturday, October 4, 2008

Definitions

This has been a strange time to try to confine to a description.
Every time I attempt to sum up my life right now, I end up settling for a cliche that is frustratingly oversimplified.
It goes like this:

"So how's life?"
"Uh, well...slow I guess."

"How's being at home?"
"You know, strange."

"What's it like being away from the HA?"
"Different."

It's hopeless! Life is slow, strange, and different, but that doesn't even touch what it's really like.
This season of life is uncomfortable and shifting constantly.
I can never quite hold on to one focus or routine, and the future feels just as unstable.
I love the peace and rest I've had but the uncertainty can distract me from the positives.

On a good note, I can feel myself clinging tighter to my God as everything else slips out of my fingers.
And I suppose that's all He's concerned with any way. :)

1 comment:

  1. First of all, if I could make a gigantic "ditto" mark underneath this post I would. It's so weird to be going through such similar things so far away from each other.


    p.s. your slide show thing stopped for a little while, and I didn't know it was a slideshow, and it was on Warren. I almost flipped. "Why the heck does she have a big ol photo of Warren randomly on the side of her blog!?!?!"

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